Friday, January 20, 2012

The Waiting Game

It's funny when you already know where you're headed and what you want but all you find yourself doing is waiting... Waiting for the right time, waiting for the right amount of money, waiting for the little man to be ready. When is it time to stop waiting and time to start doing? Well, any time really....

I don't need the typical symbol of engagement to feel like I'm already devoted to forever. I have everything I want and need right in front of me (or next to me, if you will). I love this man more than I've ever loved another person and I love his son as if he were my own. How could I be so lucky to have fallen in love with the perfect man? How could such a great man love me back? What have I done to deserve all of this? He claims - nothing and everything at the same time (which makes him all the more perfect).

Do I need a ring to feel like we'll be together forever? No. Do we need a ceremony to show everyone how much we love each other? No, that's what social networking is for.. Hehe! Now, don't get me wrong... I definitely want all those things, I'm just willing to wait as long as my boys need me to wait! :)